Reflections

Have been very busy going out that I have had no time to blog. After my exams, everything was lazy lazy lazy. Been going out and slacking at home often, a priviledge I didn't have for 3 1/2 months since I was schooling. And now, December has already come to an end and in Jan, it's back to school already. Sigh. How depressing.

Xmas was a blast, and I am totally broke. Tomorrow New Year's eve is with family. I wanted a different beginning to 2008. 2008 will be a good yr for us and I wanted to enter it being around the people I care about, instead of in a crowded club or party with gyrating strangers who are high and drunk.
2007 didn't begin so well for us and wasnt too good till the end and I'm very particular abt beginning a new yr. I believe if you begin it wrongly, the whole yr will go wrong. I've also learnt to appreciate my family more, thanks to Amriq and I want to be around them this yr.
Usually I'd join them for dinner then rush to leave and felt bad many times. I know they also want me to be around but probably keep telling themselves that I'm young and would rather spend new yrs with my friends.
So this yr, I want to be with them. This is probably the most sincere blog entry since I've started this piece of crap.
I feel like I've accomplished quite a bit this yr and I know 2008 will be the start of better times. Hopefully 2009, I'd move into marriage and who knows what's come after that.

I've realized how many proper "friends" I have this yr and though I keep thinking that some ppl have all the friends in the world, I don't feel any less bad because I think it's important to have a few good ones rather than a bunch of useless ones.
I had a friend who doesn't speak to me due to me not symphatizing about her on-off-on-off-on-on-off-dunno-on-off-?? relationship with her boyfriend and she expects the world to cry along with her. I had so called close friends who didn't bother replying to my sms when I invited them for something.
And frankly I don't quite care.
I was upset initially but I tell myself I already have all I need and want and I do not have the time nor energy to waste on such meaningless people. My hands are already full with doing what needs to be done to accomplish what I want in my life and I'd rather not have them there than have them there so it's okay.
By the way, the new girl in my office seems pretty alright. We chat alot about stuff and I suppose her thinking is similar to mine as shes been in Sg for a long time.
I've also gotten very lazy in work due to the holidays and leave this month so come 2008 I better buck up and ASK FOR A RAISE TOO!

Alas, I have recalled that I didn't post the pics and now that I have changed my stupid Nokia phone to another stupid Nokia phone, the pics are in my old memory card which is up my cupboard and I am too lazy to bring it down. (why cupboard? cup-board.. doesn't make sense.)

So I have taken other pics and will put it up instead.

This pic says it all...



We went this close to the Singapore flyer


Taking a pic by the road?




















Something's not right
























AND THE GRAND FINALE...



Ronald DUI